For years ive spent dwelling on
All this pain inside
Never forgetting how it felt to have nowhere to confide
No escape
I burnt the memories
I buried the past
Deep inside of this hollowed rotten chest
Oh dear father are you sick like me?
Im just so tired of drowning apathy
Cant you see thats theres more to me
That im alive so just medicate
All i feel is sick disgust
Never any trust
Dehumanized thrown to the ground
And left to rot
And its eating me alive
Piece by piece
You left beaten bruised and all alone
With nothing but these hollow pills and a broken home
Oh dear father are you sick like me
Im just so tired of drowning in apathy
Cant you see that theres more to me
That im alive so just medicate
Im sorry that i couldnt fill your standards of hypocrisy
Im sorry that im not perfect in every fucking way
I dont know if ill ever be ok
But i know this is not medication this is destroying me... oh
For those of you that know... this is not a home
This is not a home this is a deathbed
This is not a home this is a deathbed
Medicate me
Medicate me
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